creativity

I want to do a silly series of faux self portraits… making fun of myself in my life as a stay at home mom.
I will be an artist again… just not sure when. Right now all my creative energy goes into being a mom. Up until Jan 07, I used to say it came out in my breast milk. I’m feeling the creative juices flowing again now. We’ll see what manifests. Then, when we do conceive #3, I’m sure it will all go to that kiddo until the time it comes back to me again.
Some of this is why I’m on the fence. I do want another kid. It’s just I like that I have some of “me” back right now.
Well, we are actively trying so I guess I’ve put it all in the hands of the universe.

On the fence?

Alright, here goes.
I think I want another kid.
I’m not sure.
We like the ones we have so far…so it stands to reason that we’d like the next one just as much.
I think there needs to be a book out there called, So you think you want to have a kid?
It would have a quiz that you answer telling you whether or not you should or if you should just wait it out for a couple months and re-quiz.

Theoretically, we want one. Realistically, we need to get some other projects going first, like our two businesses, our half remodelled house…savings account etc.
It’s almost like I’m procrastinating on the business with this kid idea.

Since we are already trying, I guess we have made up our minds It sure is fun trying too!
I want another one, what else can I say?